Tuesday, July 24, 2007

maths.hate.me

ha guess what...i flopped(flop = fail) maths...yes..again...ish...angry-nya! my luck in maths really running out? how to settle likethat? 3 more semester's of maths to go...i must get thru this...ugh...i must!!!

why always likethat huh? why why why? it seems that my luck in maths is running out...damn....i dont hate maths really...maybe maths hates me...all i need is a bloody pass u idiotic maths...my sis has been excelling in her maths to the extent that she is the one of the best in her school! its such an irony whereby her brother(thats me!..ish) cant even pass engineering maths 1 -.-

i will always remember one of the 'belief's' my family members used to say...where children kenot eat fish eggs. after eat liao dunno how to count khi. and by eating alot of "leeks" or"suan na" in hokkien can help one count better ar. i still remember as a kid i used to ignore these things and eat alot of fish eggs...haha.. coz since small i already think those things are non-sense bah. since small i was already very very careless in maths...i still remember i was canned for doin so badly for my primary 1 maths by my pri school headmistress which is also a church religious sister.

its not that i dont know how to count at all...i catch the concept quite fast...i can teach others too...but the problem is, when im doing maths, im horribly careless...i really mean HORRIBLE...
i never knew whats the problem ba...im just average in class during my pri and sec school and scored all A's for maths in public exams....how come in uni can fail eh? degree level nia wor...aiyoyo...but all oddly, other subjects that has maths in it...im ok with it wor...its just pure maths...like engineering maths and equivalent..those are the bloody ones...

i know i cant hate maths ar....i dont hate them. im actually ok with it...but the problem is..im scared of them already. i think maths hates me...haih...whatever it is...i must go on..i will go on...and i will make sure i 'tewaskan' this 3 engineering maths that i have to go thru, then walla...no more! ...oh my dear Lord..please guide me thru all this...

i know i can excel if i put in extra extra effort for it...but sometimes im jus horribly lazy...haih...haih...

2 Comments:

hahahahahhahaha math nooooooooob!!!!

2:50 AM  

Dun blame urself so much... u've tried ur best nways... er.. reli kenot eat fish egg ar??? all the best ya!! jia you!

3:01 AM  

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